The Deconstructing Faith Series: Episode 2 – Josh Stefanow

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Josh participated in a new church plant in his area and was blown away by the simplicity of the church model from its infrastructure to its mission.  This leads to him, pursuing his ordination and taking an associate pastor position away from home.  Three years later, he resigned from the church and is in a season of waiting.

Join us as Josh shares his thoughts on church ministry and his reasons why he left the church.  If you have any feedback, feel free to send us an email at our website thescottstedman.com

Episode 2: The Deconstructing Faith Series: Episode 2 – Josh Stefanow The Scott Stedman Podcast

Josh participated in a new church plant in his area and was blown away by the simplicity of the church model from its infrastructure to its mission.  This leads to him, pursuing his ordination and taking an associate pastor position away from home.  Three years later, he resigned from the church and is in a season of waiting.Join us as Josh shares his thoughts on church ministry and his reasons why he left the church.  If you have any feedback, feel free to send us an email at our website thescottstedman.com

The Deconstructing Faith Series: Episode 1 – What is Deconstruction?

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In the last 20 months, we have seen a surge of individuals sharing their deconstruction stories throughout social media.  In the wake of this mass departure from church life, leaders have been conflicted on what deconstruction is.  Some say it’s bad, others good, but wherever you fall on the spectrum, the fact is there are people who are dissatisfied with church life.  This episode will focus on what deconstruction is, what it is not, and how we can renew our faith development through the process.

Episode 1: The Deconstructing Faith Series: Episode 1 – What is Deconstruction? The Scott Stedman Podcast

In the last 20 months, we have seen a surge of individuals sharing their deconstruction stories throughout social media.  In the wake of this mass departure from church life, leaders have been conflicted on what deconstruction is.  Some say it’s bad, others good, but wherever you fall on the spectrum, the fact is there are people who are dissatisfied with church life.  This episode will focus on what deconstruction is, what it is not, and how we can renew our faith development through the process.

Dropping Weight

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February 2015, I was packing up my family’s stuff from the house we were living in as we were moving out of state. when the moving truck door closed down and everyone was in their cars to make the six-hour trek down south, I took off the keys that I had been carrying for three years as minister to a church in Cortland, Ohio. My wife looked at me and asked if my key chain felt lighter as I had removed the keys to the church and the house. I laughed and said it is a bit lighter as I walked into the church for the final time. A few of my elders were standing around talking with me and saying our goodbyes and thanking me for the great work I had done for the church. I asked where I should put the keys and one of the elders held out their hands as I gently placed them and grasped their hands with kindness and generosity.

It would be around 24 hours where I would be handed new keys, new weight for the opportunity for the Lord to use me and my family to bless this new ministry I have been called to. I never would have thought that six years later, I would be in the same place of dropping off keys, dropping off weight, to go into this next adventure in life to see where the Lord will use me to bless others. Except for this time, it felt different.

At the beginning of the year, I see more conversations about people dropping the extra weight they are carrying. Most of it is physical weight as they diet, get a gym membership, and persevere to hit weight-loss goals they have set before them. Others are purging material weight to free up space in their homes. I think that we tend to remove weight in our lives that tend to burden us. Whether that is the removal of fat cells, giving away old clothes, or the painful removal of individuals from your life who cause unnecessary drama. Like a snake that sheds its skin, people go through a process of dropping weight from their lives. However, there is some weight that we want to keep in our lives. This is the type of weight that if removed would be painful. We can work out our bodies to lose fat, and feel the pain of sore muscles that will eventually grow to be bigger to help burn more fat. It’s the pain of letting go of one’s addictive substance because they want to have a healthier lifestyle and repair fractured relationships due to addiction. Most of the time the good weight we want to keep, is intermingled with the weight we want to drop or have to drop.

I reflect on my years in Cortland and dropping those keys in one of my elder’s hands. With that drop came memories of doing new fruitful ministries, such as having a clothing shed that helped us give free clothing to our community. Memories of carrying a heavy bag of peanuts to make peanut brittle with the Christian Women Connection, memories of frustration with no one coming to an event, and memories of great love and losses that come with being a pastor. In hindsight, I look back at those years and think of how blessed I was to be the pastor of those individuals and how even today, some of them still reach out to me for prayer, wisdom, or simply to tell me how much they appreciated all the work I put into the church and that there is fruit from my leadership that continues to grow.

When I dropped my keys off a few weeks ago at the church I pastored at, it felt a lot different from when I was in Cortland. In some ways, there was some weight I was glad to drop;

  • The disrespect
  • The hurtful words
  • The tearing down of my character and my family
  • The backstage politics
  • The broken promises
  • The broken dreams

Some of the weight that I will miss is

  • Visiting the shut-ins
  • Driving to the hospital and praying for people
  • Baptizing people (even if it’s in the bathtub
  • Praying for people in the church and the community
  • Bible study
  • preparing messages and getting text messages on how important the message had impacted them
  • being in a community with people I love

Today, I got a call that a woman from church was at the hospital with her husband who was feeling ill. I called her to get an update on her husband and to offer up a prayer for them. During that conversation, the woman asked me how I was doing. That was the paradox where joy and pain collided. On one hand, I was fine. I was enjoying time with my family and friends I haven’t seen in years. On the other hand, was the searing pain of not being able to see this individual every week, getting those strong side hugs, holding her hands as I pray with her, and encourage her in her walk with the Lord. Because going back into that environment will bring up a lot of sorrow of loss, and pain being around those who love me and those who threw stones at me behind the curtain.

When I dropped the weight of the keys in the elder’s hand in Cortland, there was warmth, respect, and gratitude as I got in the truck and drove down south. When I dropped the keys off at my last church, it was on a desk, in an empty building, alone.

Episode 77: Marty Sampson, John Cooper, and the problem with modern Christianity.

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Episode 77: Marty Sampson, John Cooper, and the Problem with modern Christianity.

In this episode, Scott discusses Marty Sampson’s shaky faith, John Cooper’s rebuttal, and the major issue with modern Christianity.